Speak the unspoken

Belakangan ini berasa suntuk mumet. Somehow sempet mempertanyakan, apakah dunia ini masih ada orang baik, dimana kah rasa simpatik/toleransi/kasih antar sesama manusia... Kok belakangan hidup yang gua liat berasa Game of Throne banget.. .. pulang rumah udah capek Anak udah 3 hari ga sekolah, karena demam. Giliran Bapak nya yang jaga karena dia bisa jagain. (buka pintu gembok).. Karena aga berisik, Suami tau dan buka pintu menyambut gua pulang. Sedikit emo (read: lagi emo banget) masuk rumah sambil nanges... cup cup cup.. akhir nya grup hug sama gerombolan teletubies (papa nya sama si anak). Beres mandi, makan.. liat liat si Suami lagi asik maen HP + pake earphone. Penasaran streaming apaan sih. Oalaa.. ternyata streaming lagu nya FROZEN dong ya... sambil nyanyi nyanyi.. katanya dia suka lagunya.. Dih.. om om baru cukur brewok sambil nyanyi nyanyi "Love is an open dooooooorrrr, with you with you"... geli banget dah..(Suami dah ke brainwash ama si anak selama 3 hari n...

- sebaiknya ya.. yang seumuran babyJ itu banyak di kenalin buah. Biar nanti pinter makan buah kaya anak saya. - loh kok bobo nya masih di gendong sih. Nyape nyapein diri sendiri ajah. Nih ya anak saya tuh masukin di stroller aja pake kaki goyang goyang tuh bisa tidur. Maka nya cape tuh jangan di cari cari. - dibiasain dong kalo makan itu duduk manis di kursi dan meja makan. Ajarin sopan santun dong sejak dini. - anak sakit kok ga dibawa ke dokter sih. Itu anak nya batuk, bawa ke dokter dong. - masih nenen? anak seumur itu masih nenen? kenapa ga mulai di sapih sih? - pantes aja anak nya manja, soalnya masih nenen ke ibu nya sih. - di ajak ngobrol dong anak nya. Biar bisa cepet ngomong. Seumuran itu anak saya dah bisa nyanyi. - judes banget sih anak nya, ga mao main sama sodara sodara. (ya ampun.. kan baru juga ketemu. dia belum kenal... *nangis* ) Saya sama anak saya ijin tinggal di gua aja ya. Kayanya lebih damai dan tentram disana. Kadang saya ngerasa overwhelmed sama per...

So Stupid… not able to remmember my hubby HP no. Even more stupid.. . until now not even start to memorizing his no. Best day ever…   Penang trip!!!! best food best people and awesome memory! On replay…   All friends old episode.. my best detox moment Totally loving…   procrastinating all task... Never would have thought…   I able to complete the task that my boss gave to me, with minimal guidance. Really enjoying…   Instragraming time, early in the morning and my baby still sleeping... ahh Terrified of.. . late menstrual periode.. erm @_@ Hate…   stuck in lift with people with body odor Love the weather when.. . morning, after rain (perfect combo) Best age.. . Not really sure. Maybe this age??!!? Regretting…   Eating 8 bala bala for lunch, tepar because of gastric No time for…   Ironing clothes.. Always hungry for.. . street food, indonesian, malaysian, you name it.. all street food.. Always ready to travel...

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"You are beautiful girl!" "You are beautiful girl!" "Yes, You are beautiful girl!" Erm.. why people need to be beautiful. How about I know I plain not beautiful, not skinny but I accept whatever I am? How it sounds? I accepting all the facts that I'm not beautiful nor skinny, but I decided I will have a wonderful souls. As I getting older (yes... getting old not getting matured) I often amazed by a strange beauty that blast from inside. Yes, this is the thing that I just realized lately. And it touched your soul. For some people once her find out that being 'pretty' is not her thing, and able to concentrate / focus on her thing (maybe brain, kind, purity, loyal, etc) She can transformed into a new incredible woman. Yes I know, I'm not that smart or pretty. But my face also not doing any 'harm' thing to your eyes (LOL). But I decided that pretty is not my thing. And let me concentrate to make more friend, loyal, genuine, h...