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One thing that I will talk to my daughter

"You are beautiful girl!"
"You are beautiful girl!"
"Yes, You are beautiful girl!"

Erm.. why people need to be beautiful. How about I know I plain not beautiful, not skinny but I accept whatever I am? How it sounds?
I accepting all the facts that I'm not beautiful nor skinny, but I decided I will have a wonderful souls.

As I getting older (yes... getting old not getting matured) I often amazed by a strange beauty that blast from inside. Yes, this is the thing that I just realized lately. And it touched your soul.

For some people once her find out that being 'pretty' is not her thing, and able to concentrate / focus on her thing (maybe brain, kind, purity, loyal, etc) She can transformed into a new incredible woman.

Yes I know, I'm not that smart or pretty. But my face also not doing any 'harm' thing to your eyes (LOL). But I decided that pretty is not my thing. And let me concentrate to make more friend, loyal, genuine, healthy, and cheerful.

I really hope I can transform to be a better person from now and make a difference with my souls.

Thanks for reading this.

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