Perfection??
Bit surprise for myself, when I heard people said this to me "Don't be such a perfect person.."
Dang..
It hit me as, I portray myself as faaaaaaaar beyond perfection. You might need to see inside of me. But I took that as a compliment.
In my early 20 years, I tend to chase a happy life. I don't actually accept other emotion beside sad/ disappointment /anxiety etc. What in my mind is we strive to be happy. Happy is the only goal, and beside that is not a norm.
As a time goes by, that took me to ignore my other part of mine. There been aggressive and ambitious to achieve any thing that I define as accomplishment of happiness. Naaah nor expensive thing, XX amount of salary, buy this and that make me happy... To be precise, I not content with my life. The pray from my mouth was only list of word, The pray is my form for my gratitude.
Still that not sufficient without we acknowledge the whole aspect. I need to truthfully accept all condition that comes within the happiness itself.
At this point of life, I still the same. I still far beyond perfection. But each day I try to walking towards life with acceptance. To strive the best, but slowing down bit for mind and physical recharge. To open with all friends and new friends, then also start to forgiving myself. Chasing the career with all the expectation, and equip myself with all new knowledge.
This one step behind is preparation for the long run, marathon of life.
Cheers..
Bit surprise for myself, when I heard people said this to me "Don't be such a perfect person.."
Dang..
It hit me as, I portray myself as faaaaaaaar beyond perfection. You might need to see inside of me. But I took that as a compliment.
In my early 20 years, I tend to chase a happy life. I don't actually accept other emotion beside sad/ disappointment /anxiety etc. What in my mind is we strive to be happy. Happy is the only goal, and beside that is not a norm.
As a time goes by, that took me to ignore my other part of mine. There been aggressive and ambitious to achieve any thing that I define as accomplishment of happiness. Naaah nor expensive thing, XX amount of salary, buy this and that make me happy... To be precise, I not content with my life. The pray from my mouth was only list of word, The pray is my form for my gratitude.
Still that not sufficient without we acknowledge the whole aspect. I need to truthfully accept all condition that comes within the happiness itself.
At this point of life, I still the same. I still far beyond perfection. But each day I try to walking towards life with acceptance. To strive the best, but slowing down bit for mind and physical recharge. To open with all friends and new friends, then also start to forgiving myself. Chasing the career with all the expectation, and equip myself with all new knowledge.
This one step behind is preparation for the long run, marathon of life.
Cheers..
and i always pray for your success. cheers
BalasHapus