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GARY (FEAT. GAEKO) – LONELY NIGHT (또 하루)


English translation

On this lonely night, all alone
On this night that made everything feel heavier
I love you I need you
You, I need you
On this drunken night, all alone
On this night that made me miss everything
I love you I need you
You, I need you
The 80% of morning finds me once again
I don’t feel refreshed but another day is starting
It’s just a copy of yesterday
I hum along to the newest songs playing from my earphones
Dreaming about being the best in this city
With my whole body, I feel it all, even the bad energy
I’m a Korean, trained by all the pressure I got since I was young
There’s so much more unhappiness if you don’t have money
Those on top push you down
Those on the bottom fight their way up
Wherever you go
If they tell you to do it, then do it
If you don’t wanna, then don’t
Is this all about being social?
I don’t know, I don’t do things I don’t like
There’s nothing to be afraid of
Everything’s the same, it’s all the same competition
There’s no need for tiresome war of words
I just want a few people who I can connect with
And some drinks and music
On this lonely night, all alone
On this night that made everything feel heavier
I love you I need you
You, I need you
On this drunken night, all alone
On this night that made me miss everything
I love you I need you
You, I need you
I’m working all night again
I turn the lights on in my eyes, like the neon sign of a store
My current mood is like a rain storm in early summer
Even if it ends soon, I’ll gain many things
Probably money or criticism
Whichever it is, I don’t care
Still, being able to work is happiness to me
I’m always thinking about a vacation
Where should I go this time?
Europe? Southeast Asia?
I get excited like she does when she picks out bikinis in May
Should I get a drink before I go home?
I’m calling up my friends
Nothing happened I just wanted to see your face
We can get a cup of coffee or a drink
I don’t care so come out for a bit
We need to succeed
No, we need to be happy
We need to succeed
No, we need to be happy
On this lonely night, all alone
On this night that made everything feel heavier
I love you I need you
You, I need you
On this drunken night, all alone
On this night that made me miss everything
I love you I need you
You, I need yo
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I just feel like... I missed everything .. try to limit the space of regret.. pursue or just sit back and facing the wholeness..
But seems like I cant cope with this fast lane journey. Seems I left behind. I didnt get a chance to refresh, still I need to be a source of freshness.
I know nothing
What I try to do just, 1 step each day. Maybe I fail today, then just retry tomorrow. I will be sad/angry today, and just try to open my eyes again tomorrow. If tomorrow never happen, what ever will be will be que sera sera...

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