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Pernah kerasa gag sih, dulu berasa ribet deh ngadepin ke –kepoh an nya mama papa. Apa lagi ngadepin papa yang setengah ‘CIA’ pengen investigate semua hal yang anak nya kerjain. Tapi itu dulu, sekarang waktu udah jauh dari mereka, dan di pisahin sama laut, dan Negara. Sekarang bawaannya isi pulasa melulu dan tilpun tilpun. Mao lagi nunggu taksi, lagi di WC, lagi jalan mao ke minimart dll. Sekarang gw nya justru yang kagag mao lepas tilpun mereka.


Somehow jadi more dependent sama mereka, somehow gw ngerasa kalo pengalaman / bekal yang ada di otak gw tuh masih belum cukup untuk ngehadapin ini (baca: baby). Kalo di list mungkin ini ada lah beberapa yang ada di otak gw saat ini:

1.       Takut gag punya cukup uang untuk ngegedein baby J, pendidikan kan lumayan mahal Jek!
2.       How to put good values in baby J

Ampuuun dijeh.. kenapa yah akhir akhir ini semua kekawatiran ada di kepala gue… Berasa sesek.. pengen dependen sama ortu.. deket deket mereka dan repotin mereka sama Baby J (dilemma imigran kelas menengah ni hahaha).


Jadi ini yah rasanya nikah dan punya anak dan harus jauh dari ortu.
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